I woke up at 3.30 for sahur and prepared for school.. then i realized-- "It's my first anniversary woohooo :)"
He's such my mood-booster, actually. None of my thoughts guessing that he will be a part --unexpected part-- of my life, of my adolescence. The way he talk and the way he act just took my breath away. I have never getting butterflied by a guy before. I was.. being in love. I think it was normal. I mean, I'm an adolescence. People talk that adolescence is when you start getting interested with guys/girls, feeling so emotional, labil, wanting some attention from the people, getting worry about what clothes cool with you, or something like that. Everyone did it.

 I was so lucky with my childhood. Fyi, when i was 7, i was being laughed with my friends. Why? Because i played and slept with my dolls. They said, "Ew masa kecil kurang bahagia! Mainannya kayak anak kecil banget, sih". When i talked about that to my mum, she said "Don't mind it. Do what you like, provided it doesn't annoy people around you". I was still in my own world. Then i realized. That was my childhood. Yes, i was a child that time. They were the child too. They were pretending that they are mature enough to not playing the kids stuffs like i did. And now i can see how they were lamenting their unhappy childhood.

 Now i understand. There's no matter with how old are you and what you do. Provided it doesn't annoy people around you, just do what you wanted to do, and being happy.