i feel trapped.
This post would be random af but..
I love Cristina-Burke so much so when i watched Grey's Anatomy S3 and found out that Burke was proposing Cristina, i was like...
finally finally finally my fav couple is getting maried!!!
Terus tadi malem jadwal finale eps GA S3 kan... dan begitu beres nonton... berasa dumped abis. Tearjerking banget nggak paham.
"Cristina, I could promise to hold you, and to cherish you. I could promise to be there, in sickness and in health. I could say till death do us part. But I won't. Those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope. I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful. I am sure. I am steady. I'm a heart man. Take 'em apart, put 'em back together, hold them in my hands. I am a heart man. So this, I am sure. You are my partner. My lover. My very best friend. My heart. My heart beats for you. And on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this. I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands, I promise you... me."
PARAH. Wedding vow-nya Burke parah banget.....
Ga ngerti kenapa Burke bisa seromantis dan se-sweet itu... And if there's someone like him in real life, i hope that would be my future husband ha ha ha ngarep.
Tapi Grey's Anatomy emang tai banget. T a i karena endingnya Burke nyampakkin Cristina di altar. T a i karena Burke malah ngilang ninggalin Cristina, bahkan tanpa say goodbye. T a i karena Burke nggak muncul lagi di season 4. T a i karena udah bikin Cristina ancur. T a i karena alesan Burke batalin pernikahan karena alesannya to love is to let them free. T a i karena endingnya harus kayak gitu. T a i karena vow seromantis, sesweet itu akhirnya dumped. T a i karena udah bikin tearjerking.
Tai.
Preston: I'm up there waiting for you to come down the aisle and... I know you don't want to come. If I loved you, I wouldn't be up there waiting for you. I would be letting you go.
Cristina: I am wearing the dress. I'm ready. And, and maybe I didn't want to before. But I want to now. I really think I want this.
Preston: I really wish you didn't think. I wish that you knew.
:'(
So last weekend i had a short getaway trip to Anyer with my family (except Mba Yaya ofc lol because she's always too busy with her papers and co-ass life). However, it wasn't the best trip, but compared with lying on the couch all day, watching movies, with all those weekend kegabutan, i enjoyed my trip. By 'short getaway trip' i really mean s h o r t because we just spent 2 days and a night there. We arrived there around 10 and it was so hot... panas banget gaboong. And all of us were tired so we just laying in bed for hours and that evening, i decided to enjoy the pool and the beach, though i wasn't allowed to swim. Period sucks.
But the point is not about that i wasn't allowed to swim on my trip, it's about how i am finally going out of town.... :')
About the beach.. there was nothing special. Anyer beach didn't excite me at all. It wasn't private, because we could see the food traders around and some of them were so annoying for being pushy.
And there was a thing about the hotel that we stayed. ANGKER TERNYATA BO. Haha sialan!! We stayed in a great hotel, though it seemed old we have nothing to doubt of. So yep, when i done brushing my teeths, i place my toothbrush in a glass with the head upside. I took a shower that night and when i went back to the sink, my toothbrush position switched upside down. I thought i was misplacing it so i turn the head of the toothbrush up back. The next morning when i went to the bathroom for shower, i found my toothbrush position switched upside down again. Geez.
There were another. The minutes before i went to bed, i was trying to close the curtain of the balcony. It was kinda stuck so i gave up and sleep. But in the middle of midnight i woken up finding that the curtain was already closed perfectly. I was too sleepy to ask the others about it so i went back to sleep. And here is the creepiest part. The morning when my fam was enjoying water sports, i went back first to the hotel room to chillax. I heard knocks on the door but when i opened the door, nobody was there. Craaaapppp! I spontanously crazily ran out of the hotel room and went back to the beach; freaking out telling what happened to Mum.
And then i found out that the hotel we stayed was kinda haunted these past years... heard that there was happened a guest that suicide, jumping out from the 7th floor of the hotel. And guess what floor my hotel room was? 7th. Crap :'(
Here's a potato for you.
much luvvvvvvvvv!!!
baru nonton eps terakhir grey's anatomy S3 dimana cristina dicampakin sama burke di altar then suddenlyyy i got this picture... end up with crying.
