music

crowded place

8:12 PM

Have you ever discover a song that it's so beautiful, it's so you, that it speaks some kind of words and things you have no idea how to say? Cause i just have found one.


I wanna get you in my spaces I wanna take you different places I know the touring is romantic I know you see me as a frantic girl But I can give you what you want I know you like the way I held my temper When I gave you to the world, gave you to the world I can be your heart to let go 'Cause I've been scared of crowded places Come with me, I'll take you home 'Cause I've been scared of crowded places Come with me, I'll take you home

about me

Week 6: Ten Years From Now...

7:50 PM

I just realized that i used to post 52 week blog challenge, which has been abandoned since long time ago. My blog, my rules. And technically i've never made any rules, so whatever.

/// TIME MACHINE ///




Either i might be dead already or I'll be 28, which will be less than 3 months away from my 29th birthday. I might be healthy or ill. I might have a husband already or still trying to find the right one, being a hopeless romantic. I might be having children already, or pregnant, or still hate toddlers. If i already married and have babies, then the babies' name might be something among Aero, Aldebaran, Altair, Alathfar, Abraham, or it happened to be the name i've never think of when i was 18.

I might be running my own business or being a psychologist, or might be none of them, something that i've never think of when i was 18. I might still love to take pictures or gave up on them already. I might still listening to majestic casual or my music sense have changed 180 degree. I might still love Brendon Urie or probably dislike the old himself already.

I might be living somewhere far away from Bandung, something that i always wanted to do when i was 18, or might be glued forever here. I might be seeing my school friends or i might be turn out hating them. I might still be a cynical person or successfully drove my perspective about life optimistically.

On 28, i might be already traveled myself to Japan, living my teenage dream or still trying to save money to go there, being a corporate slave. I might be still using blogspot or finally brave enough to move to another hosting because it still sucks. I might still order earl grey or chai tea latte to starbucks or americano might will be my usual drink.

Ten years from now... i might be famous for something or i might be a loser. I might be loving the way i am and the way i live, or i might be trapped. I might discover my true calling or i might be wandering to find it. I might be still searching for something that missing in my life, or i might already found it, and be complete.

Ten years from now. Everything will change. At least i hope so.

film

Things Make Me Happy Today

8:05 PM

I'm in a good mood. I even got butterflied when i started to write this. I don't know, it's just weird that i'm so happy without any particular reason. Well, life is always weird. But i guess i can list some of it out.

1. Oh Wonder is releasing their new songs (and album, soon!)



I'm beyond excited when i knew they're going to release new album this year. And yeah, their songs never failed. They're beautiful. Have you listened it? Anthony even sings by himself and i love his voice oh my God. Lifetimes and Ultralife is now on my playlist! Seriously though, i can't wait til their album come out.

 2. I just watched Pretty Woman and Notting Hills

I know, some people might said "kemana aja lo???" but better late than never, right? So... yeah. Both were great i even teared myself. Julia Robert was an amazing actreess, and a VERY lucky woman. I mean... ada ngga sih aktor lawan mainnya yang ngga ganteng!? I was obsessed with Richard Gere and Hugh Grant just right after watched the movies. I was like 'cmon God can i have a lover and a daddy like Richard Gere?' (((well um ok, that's weird))). He was that hot in the movies, tapi begitu googling dan tau dia sekarang udah kolot dan jadi kakek kakek... ya... ok. The point is he was hot, pada masanya. Dan karakternya di film itu pas banget. I love how Richard Gere was so gentle, charming, flirty, and intimidating at the same time. Mungkin kalo jaman sekarang sih imagenya kayak Christian Grey, kali ya? But i prefer Richard Gere though. I mean, look at him.


And i must said, Julia Robert's role was HILARIOUS. She was brilliant. This rodeo drive scene is my favorite


 I was actually screaming 'YEAH TAKE THAT BECAUSE KARMA IS A BITCH ISN'T IT' to the shop assistant. I was actually screaming.

And Notting Hill, the movie was great, too. I gotta say Hugh Grant is my version of McDreamy (as in Grey's Anatomy).


I cried when William disappeared from Anna's movie set, the moment he tried to approach her back. It broke my heart everytime i watch people got dumped in the movie. But seeing a man got broken hearted.. especially this cute, i just can't. Lol. Ah and this is my favorite scene.




3. I have a lot of new songs on my playlist

Simple things make me happy. And new, fresh songs on my playlist just did. I guess i need to refresh my playlist more often. I love Jojo's and Alessia Cara's song, I Can Only. My Jojo just did a comeback! Whoa. Please, please, please, guys, listen to them. And have i already said that i love Spotify? Seriously, though, thank you so much Daniel Ek, you helped me discover new, fresh songs. These are my current jams. Please, please, please, guys i need you to listen to it.

Wiktoria - Unthink You
Shallou - Motion Picture Soundtrack (Radiohead cover)
Lauv - Reforget, The Other
Cigarettes After Sex - Dreaming of You
Khalid - American Teen
Mura Masa - Love$ick
Mod Sun - Beautiful Problem
Anne Marie - Do It Right

4. Lots of movies to be on the list

This year is gonna be great. There are lots of thriller movies coming this year, and i can't wait for watching it all! I really think i NEED to watch 47 Meters Down, Wish Upon, It, Personal Shopper, Cage, and the others. Oh and i already planned to watch Fate and Furious 8 right after i've finished UN. How cool's that.