lately, i find so much joy by looking at tiny babies. the newborns. the world really does have a weird sense of humor, doesn't it? i remember how i used to hate babies and kids. i even thought newborns are weird as they, sometimes, look like aliens. but now, i really do hope someday i'll be given the opportunity to have one. even though some part of myself are scared and wondered if i would ever be ready or capable to be a good parent, i know for sure that i want to raise a kid (or kids) someday. anyway, here comes the big news. big huge. mba yaya is pregnant. i am (way too) happy to hear that when she brought the news. geez, my sister is soon to become a mom! entah untuk yang keberapa kali gue bilang 'rasanya baru kemaren..' and reminisce things my sister(s) & i used to do back then when we were kids. dear niece/nephew, i'll cherish you as i'll cherish my own kids in the future. i love you already. dear little one, i really, really, can't wait to see you soon