Have you ever feel like
that you're feeling some butterflies
fly in your tummy
when you look a cute guy's face
that haunting you all nights

 Have you ever feel like
that someone finally fills your heart for the first time
and you seem heard his voice
on his message.

Have you ever feel like
that looking your crush face
all the time
seems like your new hobby

Have you ever feel like
loving a guy into the smallest particles on him
His eyes, his smile, his nails, his big hands
his strong arms, gasps between his teeth,
his hair
you have no idea why did he come to you
or when did he finally stole your heart
and why did you love him
You just loved him.


Have you ever feel like
that you're the loneliest person
around a lot of people

because i have.

Have you ever feel like
that you're the forgotten peson
around a lot of people

because i have.

Have you ever feel like
that God tests you
because days seems become harder

because i have.

Have you ever feel like
that you're being so envy to everyone
that smarter than you
prettier, smarter
and humbler than you
and you just hated yourself

because i have.

Have you ever feel like
you wished that you weren't born to be you,
yourself,
you just wanted to be somebody else

because i have.

Have you ever feel like
that you're imitating someone's act
talking like the way they talk
walking like the way they walk
dressing like the way they dress


and someday
you just have no idea who you are anymore that time

because i have.

Have you ever feel like
you've become so depressed
loneliness was your new friend
you were just being so melancholy-thingy
you were just loving sad songs
you cursed yourself

because i have.

 Have you ever feel like
you're just become so frustrated
tears rushing down your face
in the middle of the night
nobody knows.

 because i have.

Life knocked you down.
 And you were just thinking
can i?
can i face it?
 You just didn't know what to do.
Or who you can trust
or to who you can release those feelings.
It's all blurry.

You just didn't know
how could you become so melancholy
so sad
and your eyes excrete tears
when a guy broke your heart
you never felt that feelings
you felt so stupid.
 foolish.

there will be no end
or when these feelings are solved
because they will come to you
and the only thing you can do is just
live it
face it
just so you know
this is how adolescents life like.